What If Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

I can remember all the times I tried to tell you

Just what was on my mind but I couldn’t find the words to say

I’m so confused by the thought of you and me together

And I’m afraid you might not feel the same

Even if you did

Would it change everything

And we could try

So maybe it’s not meant to be

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What if what if

What if what if

What if what if

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What do we do

When all breaks down

Now I don’t know where to go

And who to turn to

It has always been you

But I don’t wanna lose you

Not this way

I’m not even sure if it’s real what I feel

But I know that I need you

But I’m afraid you might not feel the same

Even if you did

Would it change everything

And we could try

But maybe it’s not meant to be

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What if what if

What if what if

What if what if

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What do we do

When all breaks down

What if you feel the way I feel

We could try

But it could all go wrong in the end

And I don’t want us to fall apart

Maybe it’s better to stay friends

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What if what if

What if what if

What if what if

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What do we do

When all breaks down

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What if what if

What if what if

What if what if

What if we fail

What if what if

It doesn’t work out

What if what if

Thinking about

What do we do

When all breaks down

Victim Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

Hold up, wait a minute, What I'm feeling now

My world's spinning around got me freaking out

Hold up, wait a minute, you're my universe

Everything you say or do always seem [...]

Eight hours, to the minute, since i left you place

You told me i should be thanking God that you came my way

Eight minutes to the second, since i realized

I know we don't suppose to feel like this

And it's time that I,

Let go of all the things you've been calling me

Let go of all the pain and the memories

I ain't about to break my beginning

And you showed me how

I don't need your love for charity,

Got everything i want in me,

Open your eyes and you will see,

That I, I, that I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim

Are you listening?

Said I, I, Said I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim Oooh

Don't think I'll be giving any part of me

Anything that you ever had now is history

Don't blink coz you'll miss it

I [...] boy

I'll be slipping out of this change, you won't hear a noise..

Let go of all the things you've been calling me.

Goodbye to all the pain and the memories.

I ain't about to break my beginning

And you showed me how

I don't need your love for charity,

Got everything i want in me,

Open your eyes and you will see,

That I, I, that I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim

Are you listening?

Said I, I, Said I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim Oooh

Oh my.. you're looking like a lonely guy,

You just don't know where to turn.

Oh my.. baby don't cry watching the biggest part

Hold up, wait a minute, What I'm feeling now.

My world's spinning around got me freaking out.

Hold up, wait a minute, You're my universe.

Everything you say or do..

I don't need your love for charity,

Got everything i want in me,

Open your eyes and you will see,

That I, I, that I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim

Are you listening?

Said I, I, Said I, I

Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim, Ain't a Victim Oooh

The First Thing Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

Baby talk to me

Can you tell me honestly

Am i crazy to believe somethings wrong

i can't read your mind

Can you give me a sign

Are you thinking things over

Or do you need some more time

i got my feet on the ground

but you keep my heart in the clouds

And everyday you the first thing i think of is you

And every night i wanna kiss you i wish you were feeling it too

And every dream is all about you

Without you im lost

Baby your everything that i want

Tell me what do you feel

i need to know if this is real

Every time you close your eyes, is it me you see?

i can feel you all around me

Let me know what's it gonna be

Cause i can be all that you need

i got my feet on the ground

but you turn my world upside down

And everyday you the first thing i think of is you

And every night i wanna kiss you i wish you were feeling it too

And every dream is all about you

Without you im lost

Baby your everything that i want

it doesn't have to be this way

there's so much more that we can say

i need to know that you want me to stay

You know i wanna stay

And everyday you know the first thing i think of is you

And every night i wanna kiss you i wish you were feeling it too

And every dream is all about you

Without you im lost

Baby your everything that i want

The first thing

The last thing

i think of

is you

Sad Symphony Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

Did anybody hear that

There’s a string that just broken my heart

I can feel it

and the sound of it tears me apart

Play it again

Cause I don't recognize this song anymore

Can you make it sound like it did before?

Its the same old melody

And I cant stand what you do to me

Why you keep strumbling on the strings of my heart

It beats like a

But you stole that away from me

I shouldve known it right from the start

Oh baby

All I know is I don't wanna hurt no more

All I know is this song needs a different chorus

Cause theres so many times that I feel like we’ve been hit before

I stay crying when you walk out the door

I hear a sad, sad symphony

A sad, sad symphony

Its like a sad, sad symphony

I hear a sad, sad symphony

Somebody save me

Cause im surrounded by all of these sounds

Its driving me crazy

Cause you're playing me way too loud

All I hear is noise

Now I cant hear my own voice

Now I, I didn't wanna tell you so

But you're bringing me down

Bringing me down

Its the same old melody

And I cant stand what you do to me

Why you keep strumbling on the strings of my heart

It beats like a

But you stole that away from me

I should've known it right from the start

Oh baby

All I know is I don't wanna hurt no more

All I know is this song needs a different chorus

Cause theres so many times that I feel like we’ve been hit before

I stay crying when you walk out the door

I hear a sad, sad symphony

A sad, sad symphony

Its like a sad, sad symphony

I hear a sad, sad symphony

The song in my head's playing everywhere I go

It's taking the beat from my heart

I wanna hear the outcome

But I guess we're stuck

Cause I already know this part

And it seems we just cant get past the start

All I know is I don't wanna hurt no more

All I know is this song needs a different chorus

Cause theres so many times that I feel like we’ve been hit before

I stay crying when you walk out the door

I hear a sad, sad symphony

A sad, sad symphony

Its like a sad, sad symphony

I hear a sad, sad symphony

Memories Turn To Dust Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

I can feel your arms around me

Have you forgotten who I am

'Cause your reflection still surrounds me

All the moments that we shared

Sometimes I just sit and wonder

Can't believe we let it come this far

Reminiscing 'bout what could have been

But you're already gone

I can still see your face

I can hear the way you tell me not to rush

Seems like yesterday

Now it's so hard to trust

When memories turn to dust

I can't get rid of this strange feeling

Feels like your right here by my side

My heart is broken, never healing

I could just throw away our time

We we're once so close

That I just can’t let go

Always together

Now I'm standing here alone

I can still see your face

I can hear the way you tell me not to rush

Seems like yesterday

Now it's so hard to trust

When memories turn to dust

I can still see your face

I can hear the way you tell me not to rush

Seems like yesterday

Now it's so hard to trust

When memories turn to dust

I can still see your face

I can hear the way you tell me not to rush

And it seems like yesterday, baby

Now it's so hard to trust

When memories turn to dust

Love Dealer Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

(Intro) JT

Let's go,

Baby I gotta have some more,

(Turn the track up)

What's it gonna take to get a score,

(Turn the beat up, yeah)

Got me like a fien banging on your door,

(I think I want some of that)

Why don't you meet me on the floor?

And then?

(Verse 1)

Step into my office won't you like to sample, a taste of my stuff

(JT: yeah c'mon))

I've got a million different flavors all the boys say they can't get enough,

Want some under your skin you're begging me for more,

You'll get addicted to this but baby you've been more,

Don't let these innocent eyes fool you when I'm on the floor, the floor, the floor

(Chorus)

Cause I could be your dealer,

I can be your only friend when you meet her,

I'll keep you coming back again,

You can call me anytime I can make you feel fine,

You can tell my bag of tricks if you need a fix,

Then I'm a dealer, Hey!

Love love dealer, Hey (check it out)

(Verse 2)

All those other pushes they say

They got that good stuff that you already know

(You already know what it is)

That they can't do what I do - oh no,

I'll take you places that you never thought you'd go,

I can get you so high with the things I do,

You get a rush in your veins and we start to move,

Don't let these innocent eyes fool you when I'm on the floor, the floor, the floor,

(Chorus)

Cause I could be your dealer,

I can be your only friend when you meet her,

I'll keep you coming back again,

You can call me anytime I can make you feel fine,

You can tell my bag of tricks if you need a fix,

Then I'm a dealer, Hey!

Love love dealer, Hey (check it out)

You can call me anytime I can make you feel fine,

You can tell my bag of tricks if you need a fix,

Then I'm a dealer, Hey!

Love love dealer, Hey (check it out)

Break It Down

(Verse 3)

JT: Baby I gotta have some more,

ED: Ass roll back and you feel dizzy,

JT: What's it gonna take to get a score,

ED: Now you got me in your system.

JT: Got me like a fien banging on your door,

ED: So now you know what you've been missing,

JT:Why don't you meet me on the floor?

And then?

Break

You'd don't gotta say that you like it,

I can tell by the look in your eyes,

Won't you give it a try, you'll be mine,

(Chorus x2)

Just Can’t Have It Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

Just can't have it, just can't have it

Said I just can't have it, just can't have it

Just can't have it, just can't have it

No I just can't have it, just can't have it

It's been about 20 days now

and the truth is that I really miss you, in my life

I heard that bouncing back was easy

but I can't seem to get you off my mind

and I know that you can't hear me

but I think about you every day

and I have the shortest memory

but I can't forget the pain,

that I felt when you when away

I can't have it both ways

I'm sorry that I said goodbye

people say I did the right thing

but they don't have to cry

I can love you for all the thing that you are

and then hate you for all the things that you're not

I want you to go, I want you to stay

but I can't have it both ways, I can't have it both ways

You used to put the S in selfish

most time the only one you cared for, was yourself

but then you go and put the A in affection

and you could make me forget about everything else

and I know that you can't hear me

but I think about you every day

and I have the shortest memory

but I can't forget the pain,

that I felt when you when away

I can't have it both ways

I'm sorry that I said goodbye

people say I did the right thing

but they don't have to cry

I can love you for all the thing that you are

and then hate you for all the things that you're not

I want you to go, I want you to stay

but I can't have it both ways, no I can't have it both ways

Hating, hate is overrated baby

so are all the mistakes we make in life

just to keep our pride..

I can't have it both ways

I really want it that way, but I love it this way

I can't have it both ways

I can't have it both ways

I really want it

and I love you and hate you

you gone then you stay

I fight you tomorrow but want you today

it's all the same and I just can't have it both ways

I can't have it both ways

I'm sorry that I said goodbye

people say I did the right thing

but they don't have to cry

I can love you for all the thing that you are

and then hate you for all the things that you're not

I want you to go, I want you to stay

but I can't have it both ways, no I can't have it both ways

I can't have it both ways

Just can't have it, I can't have it both ways

Said I just can't have it, just can't have it

Just can't have it, just cant have it

No I just can't have it, just can't have it

I can't have it both ways.

Gravity Lyrics - Esmee Denters

Artist: Esmee Denters

Album: Outta Here (2009)

Hmmm, yeaahh

Hmmm, Hmmm…

Can anybody tell me why

I feel like I just lost control

And I can't get back no matter how hard I try

There is not a way to say goodbye

and I don´t even know if I wanna go

If you lied

if you didn´t say there's something that don´t feel right

Well, we keep talking and talking

while nothing ever seems to come out of it

And I know that I can make you see the way I feel

(oooh!)

Well now my heart is broken

and I just can´t make any sense of it

All I know is you're everything that’s real

(oooh!)

[Chorus]

This ain't the way that it supposed to be

when you’re in love.

You got me stuck here on the ground

Everything feels heavy

and I can't carry the weight for the both of us

Your gravity is holding me down

I can’t move on,

cause Gravity is holding me down

I don’t know how

but your gravity is holding me down.

Wanna spread my wings, but no

Your gravity is holding me down

I don’t know you

But your gravity is holding me down

What’s going on

I don’t wanna feel this way

I keep holding on to the way that it used to be

Now tell me where to go from here

I don’t want to lose this thing we had

But I kept tonight so far away from me

Well, you keep talking and talking

while nothing ever seems to come out of it

And I know that I can make you see the way I feel

(oooh!)

Well now my heart is broken

and I just can´t make any sense of it

All I know is your everything that’s real

(oooh!)

[Chorus]

This ain't the way that it supposed to be

when you’re in love.

You got me stuck here on the ground

Everything feels heavy

and I can't carry the weight for the both of us

Your gravity is holding me down

I can’t move on,

cause gravity is holding me down

I don’t know how

but your gravity is holding me down.

Wanna spread my wings, but no

Your gravity is holding me down

I don’t know you

But your gravity is holding me down

[Chorus]

This ain't the way that it supposed to be

when you’re in love.

You got me stuck here on the ground

Now everything feels heavy

and I can't carry the weight for the both of us

Your gravity is holding me down

I can’t move on,

cause gravity is holding me down

I don’t know how

but your gravity is holding me down.

Wanna spread my wings, but no

Your gravity is holding me down

I don’t know you

But your gravity is holding me down

(ooooh) Gravity is holding me down

(ooooh) Gravity is holding me down

(ooooh) Gravity is holding me down

(oooooh oooh!)